Do you have some fantasies that you just can't find online?

If you write stories about castration fantasies, girls fucking guys with strap ons, girls forcing guys to do gay things, forced cum eating, ballbusting (gay or straight), dick crushing, small penis humiliation, tease and denial or anything related, I want to read them :)

I really enjoy reading BB Mal's Blog, have done my best to make films about some of his stories already.

If you have custom requests, suggestions, questions, or just want to tell us what would turn you on more, please email lance@instinctdrivenmedia.com. We get a ton of email, but try to get back to all of them eventually.

If you are interested in modeling with one of my productions, please send one clear face pic and one clear body pic, with a piece of paper that has the current date in the picture. We really need to see what your body really looks like today, so a camera phone or webcam pic is fine. Just make sure you are standing straight up, facing the camera directly and your full body is in the pic.

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

About Hard Ballbusting in Shoots

I think about this a lot, and I thought I would take the time to share my thoughts on my blog.  As a ballbusting fetishist, I have been turned on by the idea of having my balls abuses since before I even knew what sex was.  I don't pretend to know where the fetish comes from.  I take the Popeye approach: "I yam what I yam..."

I've been working in adult and fetish film for a few years now.  Before that, I used to pay dominatrix's, strippers, prostitutes and escorts to kick me in the balls.  Back when I was just a John, and would pay for a session from time to time, I would tell the girl to go really hard.  I noticed that it didn't hurt, it just turned me on.  It's almost as if lust itself is a painkiller or something.  One time a stripper kicked me so many times that I had internal bleeding.  My balls swelled up like grapefruits.  I honestly didn't feel it at all until after I came.

About six months ago I started my first fetish production, She Owns Your Manhood, and suddenly I was have my balls kicked, kneed, stomped, squeezed and slapped 4-5 times per week for hours at a time.  I quickly realized that I could only take so much, and if I was to continue working at this pace, I would need to go lighter, or I could get permanently hurt.  I still really do get kicked in the balls, it just isn't as hard.  A lot of times the girl or guy doing the busting will completely miss, and I'm ashamed to say that those kicks still end up in my films.

When I started filming my own clips, I committed to making the sexiest clips out there.  I never have strived to have the hardest ballbusting clips, but I do want them to be hot.  I have a lot of respect for other producers and models who do the heavy ballbusting.  I love their work, and I jerk off to their work.  Productions like Elise Bullies Balls, Cruel and Unusual, and Brat Princess 2 all do amazing things.  I do not look at them as competition.  I think we really are all on the same team, working hard to put more sexy fetish content on the internet, defending the world from bad fetish porn...  it's a noble cause :)

Now that I have been producing for six months, I've gotten a few fans, I've sold some clips, and I'm having a blast.   I do get concerned that the integrity of my films may be slipping.  I do feel confident that I shoot sexy fetish porn, but I worry that light and sometimes missed ballbusting is not really cutting the mustard.  The problem that I am faced with is this:

- my balls can only take so much
- I can find guys to take hard ballbusting, but most of them aren't sexy enough for my standards
- I can find sexy guys, but most of them can't take hard ballbusting
- A lot of the female and male busters are scared to hurt someone, so they need to be trained, but I can't afford to pay them for training

I think about this a lot, and I'm going to make this work.  I am committing to getting back to my roots, and filming harder kicks, knees and slaps.  If I have to spend more money and cut my living expenses, so be it. If I have to film less clips, update less often, so be it.

I Love working with JC Simpson!

Last week my dear friend and fellow fetishist, JC Simpson, came over to my apartment for a series shoot.  The week before she had come by to hang out while I shot her friend for my Man Up store, and we wanted to squeeze in a strap on scene with me and JC, but just didn't have time with all the Male Male ballbusting that I had to get done.  She came back a week later to fuck my ass, and it was awesome...


Not only is JC 6 feet tall and strikingly beautiful, she can also improv, she's fun to hang out with, and she's a woman of integrity, which I personally find extra sexy.  If she promisses to come back and fuck your ass with strap on, you can count on it :)

We shot a 6 part series.  The plot was like this:  Lance is JC's boyfriend.  She abuses him and uses him as a sex slave, but she's bored with him, so she's started playing with another couple on the side.  While she still loves her boyfriend, and talks sweet to him, she really doesn't need his balls anymore, so she's going to play with him one last time, then castrate him and give him another couple to use as their whore for ass fucking, pussy eating and cock sucking.   The first few scenes involves me being tied up and her teasing me with her body, keeping me hard while she abuses my balls.


Then it moves to a bed room where she forces me to cuck her strap on, take it in the ass, and finally she jerks me off until I cum all over her black leggings while she reminds me that I'm soon to be a eunuch sex slave.  It was fucking hot.
Anyway, JC is awesome to work with.  I don't have the time to write blog posts about all my shoots, but I wanted to make the time to share this with the world :)